TUM

Shaam ka waqt hua.. ..
Aur tum yaad aaye.. ..
Shama dhal rahi.. ..
aur tum yaad aaye...
jab bhi mohabbat ka jikra hua ..
tum yaad aaye...

daudti hui zindagani meri..
aur badalti rahi saari raahe..
kuch badle naa badle..
tumhe dhundha karti hai aaj bhi meri nigaahein...

aur na pucho ab humse ki..aalam ye kesa hai...
waqt jo beeta hua ...yaad wo aaj bhi wesa hai...

jaise maano kal hi ki wo baat thi...

ab kya bataaye haal-ae-dil hamara
jab jan ne ki fikra tumhe naa rahi...

Naa jaane ye mohabbat thi ya koi awargi..

tumhe chahna us kadar ittefaq tha ya koi fasana ... ... ... .. .... ... ..

Kaash

Kaash us waqt ko tum bhi samajh paate...

Baatein meri aankho mein jo unkahi thi..

Unhe tum bhi jaan paate...

 

Naarazgi nahi hai koi tumse.. ..

Na koi shikayat hai.. ..

Gila bas is baat see hai...

Ki kya wajah thi aisi ??

 

Khwabo ka jo tha aangan mera..

Use aise kyu raunda tumne yun berehmi  se ??

 

Ae berehem bemijaz hawa..

 

Jaate Jaate sun tu bhi zara.. ..

Chalna tu bhi tham ke zara.. ... ...

Dua karenge hum ab bhi tere hi liye.. ..

Ki kisi manzil pe tujhe bhi na  koi raunde aise...

TO YOU My Missing Heart :*

Secrets of my heart are still unveiled...

Love of my life is still unknown...

 

I do not know how you look like..

Well its all game of destiny...

 

The we will meet will be a history..

At least for books of our life...

 

Am waiting for you here..

Wishing that you too might be for me ..somewhere...

 

I am serene and hope you too are..

The way I look to you,

I hope you too will have the same glitter in your eyes..

 

I believe in your existence....

Wishing you will complete the purpose of my life..

 

Love you lots...

In no hurry to see you that soon...

I wish that to happen naturally the way it should be :*

 

Yours loving

To-be-partner :* <3

**Humsafar**

and these lines.....

 

 

Tarke talukaat par..

Roya na tu... na mein..

Lekin kya ke chain se..

Soya na tu ... na main...

 

Wo humsafar tha..haan wo humsafar tha...

Wo humsafar tha....par us say hum-nawa'i na thi...

 

Ki dhoop chaanv ka aalam raha.. ..

Judaai na thi...

Wo humsafar tha...haan wo humsafar tha...

 

Adaavatein thi..

Tagaahful thaa...

Ranjishein thi magar...

 

Bichadne waale mein sab kucch tha...

Bewafaai na thi... .. ...

 

Ke dhoop chaanv ka aalam raha...

Judaai na thi...

Wo humsafar tha...haan wo humsafar tha....

 

Kajal daaron ...kurkura surma saha naa jaaye..

Jin nain pi base...duja kaun samaye ??

 

Bichadte waqt un aankhon mein thi humari ghazal..

Ghazal bhi WO jo kisi ko kabhi sunaayi naa thi...

 

Wo humsafar tha....haan...wo humsafar tha....

Wo humsafar tha...Magar us say hum-nawa'i naa thi...

 

Ke dhoop chaanv ka aalam raha judaai na thi...

 

Wo humsafar tha... .... ....

***JEENA ISI KA NAAM HAI***

Hmm...kya batau ab main..

Ki kaha khadi hu ab mein...

Umeedo ki is aandhi se..

Kaise ladi hu ab main...

 

Tasveer jo bani thi..

Hui aujhal aise...

Jalte hue hue deepak ko..

Bujhaya kisi bezor hawa ne jaise..

 

Naa awaz hui..

Naa takkkaluf hui..

Naa keh saki kuch bhi..

 

Bas bandhe hu hontho se..

Unhi Nam hui aankho se...

Apni kahani bayaan karti chali gyi...

 

Na koi sun ne ko tha..

Naa hi koi dilasa dene ko...

Naa koi kehne ko tha...

Naa kuch kehne ko bacha tha...

 

Apni badhti hui pareshaniyo ko..

Apne sir pe hi rakh

Chalti chali gyi..

 

Kyuki jeena isi kaa naam hai...

 

Dil mera shukriya karne ko bhi karta hai kabhi...

Jo sheek mili hai tujhse...

Wo na bhoolungi kabhi..

 

Kyuki jeena isi ka naam hai....

"Words from heart"

Why ????

Why  ???

Why did this happen to me ???

Why the hell I wasn't chosen for this ???

What was my fault ???

 

 

Having tears in my eyes,

Writing with trembling hands,

Fingers shivering due to grief locked inside...

Lips tightened due to pain in my eyes,

Tears all around...

Wishes shattered on the ground...

Starring at me....

Crying on my incapability to fulfil them....

Dreams shouting in pain....

Asking why I gave birth to them ??

Grief has taken over me and my dreams, in evil's disguise...

Seeing all happy around me...

Having tears in my eyes...

Writing with a trembling hand...

Fingers shivering due to grief locked inside..

 

Looking for the guiding light...

 Running in a dark tunnel...

Filled with grief and pain...

Searching for the guiding light ...

that would help me to stand again...

 

Shouting in pain....

Wailing out in pain...

Running in a dark tunnel...

Filled with grief and pain...

 

Ignoring all around me...

Am sitting in a lonely tree...

Me and my loneliness....

Fighting from each other to come over...

 

Regretting the time I wasted ....

Thinking have done nothing...

And I don't deserve the worldly pleasure...

The thing on which am writing ..

Is also not mine...

The thing which am enduring...

Is also not mine...

 

The path of success is not known to me...

Nor I can ever define it...

A person who has seen only defeats in life...

Can never live a happy day...

 

Every second seems a burden on my soul...

But this endless tunnel never ends...

Did all those things and made all those efforts...

But they were somewhere futile....

 

Shall I take a Deep breath ??

And think that everything will  be fine ??

 

Have gone through many things...

And now I want peace from life...

Heart grieves in pain...

Teary eyes are now dry...

The drop also thinks that it's in vain to cry...

 

Heart knows something good will happen...

I wish I could believe it...

Running in this dark tunnel...

Am addicted to have teary eyes...

 

Am walking with trembling legs...

Having no strength to look up...

Living for others in life...

Trying not to break up...

 

God !! I ask you having teary eyes...

Was I destined to this defeat...??

With an honest heart looking up to you...

Have mercy and answer me..

Looking for a Silver lining...

Looking for this tunnel to end...

Guide me to the path which leads to you ...

 

***Surrendering my soul to you***

"TIME"

I feared probably after much time like this;

I can clearly hear my heartbeats..

Oh God ! Have mercy have pity on this restless soul !

 

For,

Time is moving as swiftly as it can...

Its flying as ghastly as it can..

It's warning me as closely as it can...

It's threatening me as ghostly as it can...

It's telling me...to fulfil my responsibilities...

As Earnestly as I can...

 

My nerves are as cold as ice now...

My skin has become more sensible to the situations forthcoming...

 

I can't be like this..

The way I've been all this time...

I will have to change myself...

To the best as I can...

Because...

Time is moving swiftly...

As swiftly as it can ... !!!

"In Darkest Shades Of Life"

There are times. . . 

When you wish to stop breathing, . .

When you wish to stop believing, . .

When you wish to curl all your desires and dreams, . .

When you wish to stop expecting things from life. . .

When you wish to stop thinking, . .

When you wish to stop laughing, . .

When you bring yourself to a state where nothing works. . .

When you don’t wish to listen ringing of bells in the world. . .

When you hate the melody of the bird singing out in the shade. . .

When you think when life should stop !!

When nothing goes right !!

You miss something. . .

You probably miss that charm. . .

You miss that light. . .

But you don’t know exactly what that charm it is !!

When we wish to cry. . . cry aloud. . .loud enough so that he can hear us. . . can hear us clearly up above in the heavens. . . and helps to heal us. . . .

When we know that, that supernatural power is keeping a watch on us. . . from heavens. . . and counting down. . our tears. . .When we yearn inside. . . deep down in heart. . . mourning to discover that charm. BUT. . .

WE BELIEVE. . . believe in that supernatural power. . . though we have never seen him. . . but we have faith. . . deep inside we know he is standing by us every hour . . . every single second of life !!! Fold your hands and pray. . thank him for every breath he gave. . for every struggle he gave. . .for every turmoil. . . .pray to him to give a stronger back so that you bear all the worst of world !!

 Country Girl.

Change: An Inevitable Process

“In the world that I seldom understand, there are winds of destiny that blow when we least expect them. Sometimes they gust with a furry of hurricane; sometimes they barely fan one’s cheek. But the winds cannot be denied, bringing as they often do a future that is impossible to ignore.” ~ "Message in the Bottle"

How lovely, true & b’tful these lines are. Actually was going through a novel by Nicholas Sparks “Message in the bottle” and came across these lines. Wondering how simply and beautifully the author have penned down words in lines to make them wonderful and serene. How easily winds change everything, who else than me can know it. Where I was few years back and where I am standing now, anyone can figure it out easily (Anyone = People who know me personally . . .uh uh uh is there anyone so ?? NO a BIG BIG NO!!!). Although I took the road less traveled which lead me to the place where I am standing right now. The inner soul of any person needs tranquility of mind, self revere and amicable ambiance. Men on earth have found numerous ways to tackle and travel the awkward situation which they confront in life. Meditations, yoga asans, activities like dancing, singing, painting, and the list go on . . . he finds inner serenity in the act which satisfies him, gives him pleasure & peace, both outer and inner (mine is writing). The things which happen in our life are pre-determined. No one can change it, except strong will, strong perseverance and very strong yearning to achieve one’s fascination. If change leads you to the dusk, your valor can turn it into dawn (backed up by personal experience). It all simply depends on person’s attitude and way of tackling the situation, which he is going through. Some take it as challenge-a new beginning while some take it as end. It solely depends on you how you take it in your mind. Life is a roller coaster ride, if you are witty enough you surely gonna enjoy the ride and on the same side if you are dull you will miss the charm of life. Change is although an inevitable process, but when you take it as a challenge, a new beginning, you are going to win for sure. So my friend be highly optimistic about things going around and enjoy life as if it is the last moment to live. Laugh, live, transform and smile J (I really think The Universe is with me; refreshed my twitter timeline & the first tweet which I saw was from “@TheGodLight” which writes “CHANGE IS THE RULE OF LIFE. NOTHING STAYS THE SAME FOREVER. EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE SO ACCEPT THIS AND ENJOY LIFE.”

Thanks & Regards,

Country Girl.